Why does people like to give attention to people who I love to give attention to. I mean…find your own guilty pleasure. When I don’t focus on the person, no one does. So when I do, everyone’s jumping to have a piece. Seriously this annoys me. However strange my choice is, I kinda like exclusivity.
When everyone makes you the center of attention, it turns me away. I just don’t think there’s a need for me to give any anymore.
I guess we’re all too caught up with the closeness, there’s a sense of loneliness when the crowd disperse. It seems like a habit now; you’re a habit. I’m not sure if it’s a good or bad habit but it seems like I can’t quit you. Almost like a drug; I’m addicted to you, my happy pill.