7 years of itch

No way you wouldn’t have guess. I dreamt of my colleague, Ray. I mean…….I just dream so randomly. Why would anybody dream of a colleague that you don’t know well and have only spoken at most 3 sentences with. Weird right.

But anyway, yes I dreamt of him.

It was about a chick that likes him and has been going after him. However, in the dream it states that he is att/married (I don’t know how genuine is that in real life). Therefore he had to reject that chick but he feels terribly bad about it. He decided to buy a Chanel bag for her to compensate the bad feelings.

I was like 0_0

I mean……how much weirder can this get.

With a heavy heart, I bid goodbye to my neighbour. Today I came home to see some square shape red paper paste on our lift wall, our corridor’s wall and outside my neighbour’s wall. As a Singaporean Chinese, I know very well what that means…

My neighbour is 87 years old but still very sturdy and fit at her age. She’s exceptionally friendly and chatty which helped in the building of our relations.

Sometime last week, I noticed I haven’t seen my neighbour around. It wasn’t hard to notice her disappearance as she’s really chatty and loud. I was kinda taken aback when my mum told me she bumped into auntie’s daughter and found out that auntie is in the hospital. She has Cancer.

However, the daughter mentioned that auntie was in no pain and was still very energetic in the hospital. The doctor gave them 2 choices; one.. is to let auntie under-go a surgery that has a 50-50 chance but if its the lower 50, she will passed away very quickly, second..leave the cells alone and she can live on until the cells spread to doom. Her daughter asked my mum for some opinions and my mum told her, auntie is old and might not be able to go through a surgery so why not let her live till her last days.

I am not sure which path her daughter chose but I know today, she’s gone.

I can’t say I’m extremely close to her but I feel a tinge of sadness. We have a little bit of trouble communicating as she mainly speaks teochew and I’m not good at it. She was a great neighbour to have albeit of the bad temper at times but mainly good and kindness for us.

It’s not hard to miss her; miss her cooking as she would share her delicious cooking with us, miss her help in watering our plants, miss her loud TV sound, miss her friendly smile when she walk pass, miss her trying hard to communicate with me, miss her loud slamming door, miss having her as she makes the block’s level a lot more lively, miss having her watch our home when we’re away…..just miss having her around in our neighbourhood. I believe many people in Tanglin Halt will miss her dearly.

Goodbye to a kind person who has lived a wonderful 87 years.

My deepest condolences to her family, my thoughts are with them.

Now (Monday blues) hits. Soooo sleepy as I spend the whole night dreaming of vampires. Ar-huh you heard right….vampires The whole night was spend running; escaping, avoiding the vampires. In my dream I became really paranoid, suspecting every human soul might be a vampire waiting to pounce on me. It’s very tiring, I had to keep on running….and running. There’s no way safe.

I’m just really tired ok……

Which also means….housework today since I missed it ytd for my company’s family day outing. :/

I remember years ago when you introduced me Jeff Buckley and I fell in love with his songs. It’s beautiful and it reminds me of you when I listen to it.

It’s never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
It’s never over, all my riches for her smiles when i slept so soft against her
It’s never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
It’s never over, she’s the tear that hangs inside my soul forever

Be well.

Good morning Thursday! End of April and May see us many short weeks and public holidays! It’s been great. Looking forward to an awesome weekend and next up HK! :)

Feels like crap and you’re crap to me too.

Sleepiness

Something about me:

Whenever I am lack of sleep (no one else to blame but myself) or having an extremely blue Monday, I am easily annoyed; esp by mumsy and kensy.

If you have nothing funny or interesting to talk to me about then stay away.

Not joking.